Letting Go

Tonight I cleaned my kitchen countertops. Yesterday, Sunday, I ironed a tablecloth and set the table with flowers and clean napkins. Those are the only things I've been able to do to clean and/or organize my home. It makes me feel good. Geez! To what level have I sunk!? I suppose it's a commentary on how little one needs to feel a sense of control. Also...what it takes to make one feel a tad better about how things are going. I'm feeling pretty good about having clean countertops in my kitchen! WooHoo!